How Are You

I just got a surprise email, such a surprising email. From a person i never think of. A person that died more than 20 years ago for me. What i know is she left us! That's it. Doesn't matter what's the reason. I was totally lost contact, all i know is, she moved to Singapore and now living in UK, now she tried to contact me. And i don't prepare to accept her. Anybody please tell me how to live your life for more than 20 years without a mother. Imagine and you can tell me that's a crime. NO, i didn't hate her, i don't hate her, and i will never hate her. Just curious how could she did it, is she crazy or something?
This is the exact letter, exactly what it sent

From *beep* Sat Mar 15 02:55:59 2003
how are you, mummy away for twenty years, in these year, mummy used to get to know something from friend about you and brother/sister, mummy having a very hard life, mummy not contact you because your family don't like it, but in this world, you are mummy son that will not change, mummy never want you to get any problem with the family, you will understand someday.

mummy wish you all the best
see you in my dreams, always

At first i just wanna ignore this email and consider it's a spam. Later i think "if she really wanna fix thing up, we'll see" She's been away for more than 20 years... more than twenty years, imagine! And i don't thing she know something about me, if she did, why don't she tell it in the email. About her very hard life? She can have a very hard life and i don't care about it. Cause i don't make her life harder. And i don't even know how hard is the very hard life is.

... anybody reading this, i would like to hear from you, what do you think i should reply?